Sunday, January 11, 2009

Shameless Words!!!

Sun at the East

Wake up

Brush, Get ready

Pedal the cycle

Pick up friends

Go to class and wait…

My clock begins to tick

Because

You arrived


No perfume

No fancy dress

No hair-gel

No eyelash

No facial

No lipstick

No flashy heels

No gaudy purse

You are different

And just as fresh

As mom’s love

Cow’s milk

Gentle breeze

An un-fallen rain drop on an early morning rose

Or, just as rose itself!


Always smiley

Spoke words whole-heartedly

When we see each other

My heart begins to rush

Didn’t know I was having a crush

When I attempted to speak

You begin to deviate

Thought I was new

Common things are very few


All of a sudden

Rose to fame

Because of You

Guys say you won’t talk to ‘em

You won’t laugh with ‘em

You mind your business

No wonder why

Because you are shy

They are repelled

I am propelled

Weird!


Time passed by

Aversion turns into affection

Affection transforms to crush

My Love begins to blossom.

I won’t lie

Did eat well

Did sleep well

Did remember things

Except one

Why is World weird?


All I see reminds you

All I speak is about you

All I think revolves around you

You become my epicenter

No shadow of doubt.

The crowded bus

The road you walk

Your friends

The bus ticket

Your classroom seat

Your lab work space

The water tap

The pen you write

All become dearly

Except you!


Gathered momentum

Just to speak to you

Rehearsed in private

What to speak

When I confront

Got satisfied.

What a surprise!

Words went haywire

Body shake

Constantly combed my hair

Looked for a friend

When I approached you

Nothing that was me

You begin to question

What went wrong?

I heard it as a song

Smiled

And when you left

I found me!!!


Years passed

One to two, two to three

Very quick

Einstein was right

In part.

The more you avoided me

The more I hearted you

The more I was called crazy.


Can’t stop

Neither the blood boil

Nor the body tingle

I was naïve

But thoughts were true-blue

Want to express my love

Wrote a letter

Hide it in a book

Just for you to look

You borrowed

Later I sorrowed

Because

You said I am your friend

I said that is not the trend

Dejected

Disappointed

Demoralized

Loneliness become a part of me!


Change is changeless

Nature is shameless

Time has come

Out of the blue

You started to love me

Alas I was no near

Learned it through friends

What a surprise

Ego has taken me over

And I said we are so over

Didn’t heed

Even knowing you are freed

Made you cry

You learned to try

I made myself a rock

For you, it is a shock

You loathed me

Got married

You became ‘Her’

Then ...Mother

Strike

I Woke up

Realized what a huge mistake

Alas

You are beyond my reach

And always will be!


Didn’t believe in rebirth

Now I do

Just for you

If it is true

Will wait for you

The next time

To join hands.

And here I am

Waiting to die

With a hope to live!!!